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Message: <blockquote data-quote="Sarah" data-source="post: 239093" data-attributes="member: 6">Thank you guys. I have an over active mind which analyses everything (it’s exhausting) and sometimes I am totally confident in their love and at other times when I watch certain scenes I think - oh God what is that about? What does it mean?Like I believe with all my heart that JR loved Sue Ellen - even with the marriage to Cally - look how it was written in the end that Sue Ellen had his heart.I do agree with what you say and I appreciate your patience in letting me talk about it.I know had anything happened to Sue Ellen JR would have been destroyed. Look at what happened when she left him. Like who was that guy?And obviously how Sue Ellen reacted when he died. Distraught. Inconsolable.He didn’t even try to go to Mandy once she left. She was the one who manipulated and deceived. Not him. And I rarely defend JR.They are just my lobsters in every sense of the word. I don’t admit it lightly but I don’t have much support in life so I turn to them.My Mum died last year and it’s devasted me.I don’t know what I would do if someone told me JR didn’t love her.  I know to a lot of people that might sound sad, but I’m trusting you guys with it.</blockquote>