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Message: <blockquote data-quote="tommie" data-source="post: 395971" data-attributes="member: 370">But I hate it. I hate not being able to trust people, again - in the past I just threw my trust towards people because what's the harm? I trust you, you trust me. It's very simple. Now?There's absolutely no trust. No one can be trusted. Every time I speak to someone I start questioning their motives now - it's bothersome. I preferred the old me - the new me is objectively horrible. I've become meaner, more cynical and I absolutely hate it. There's always that one thing in the back of my mind: If I step out of line and says something that will not please them, will they start to hate me?</blockquote>