I don't own any of the characters in this story and no copyright infringement is intended.
This fic is an alternate timeline and features a totally different resolution to the "Who Shot JR?" plot.
The timeline breaks at episode four of season four of "Dallas."
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Shot Through the Heart
Part Eighteen:
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"No, Mama. Tonight isn't a good time," JR sighed into the phone. "Well, good for him, but he'll still have to wait. No. Pam and Bobby are at the hospital. I haven't heard an update. Lucy's here with us. Yeah. Yeah. I'll let her know. Goodbye."
"What did Miss Ellie want?" Sue Ellen asked when JR walked back into the living room and sat down beside her on the couch.
"To invite me to bring you to dinner at Southfork. Apparently my father wants to apologize to you."
"Oh, JR… I… I don't think…"
"Don't worry, honey. I told her tonight wasn't good. As far as I'm concerned, you never have to go back to Southfork if you don't want to - apology or no apology."
"I'll go eventually, JR, but I'm not ready yet."
"I know, sweetheart. It's fine."
"I can't believe we still haven't heard anything from Bobby and Pam," Lucy said. She was sitting on the living room floor playing with John Ross and his toy cars.
"Yes. It's been a while," JR replied.
"Pam must be so upset," Sue Ellen chewed at her bottom lip.
"The best thing for everyone would be for the bastard to die," JR grumbled.
"JR!" Sue Ellen admonished him.
"What? Barnes may be Pam's brother, but even she'd be better off without him."
"Maybe," Lucy shrugged. "But he's still her brother and she loves him."
"JR...I was wondering…"
"What?" He asked her suspiciously.
"Well, Pam is at the hospital and could use some support…"
"No. No, Sue Ellen. No way. I'm not keeping vigil by Cliff Barnes' bedside."
"But, JR, think of how supportive Pam's been of us through this whole nightmare."
"She has a point, JR," Lucy said.
"No. Absolutely not. I just want to have a nice, quiet night with my girls and my son."
"Please, JR?" Sue Ellen batted her long eyelashes at him.
"Hells bells," he muttered.
"For me?" Sue Ellen's voice was thick with sweetness.
"Lucy?" JR barked.
"Yeah, Uncle JR?"
"Can you take John Ross back to the ranch to spend the night? Looks like Sue Ellen and I are going to the hospital."
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"He refused to bring her to dinner?"
"Now, Jock, it's been a very difficult day. I'm sure JR will bring Sue Ellen to see us once things calm down a bit."
"I'll apologize for thinking she tried to kill JR, but she better remember where her bed is buttered! My grandson belongs here at Southfork!"
"Maybe you should have thought about that before you alienated his mother! Look at us Jock! We're all alone! Bobby and Pam are at the hospital with Cliff and they don't want us there. JR and Lucy are with Sue Ellen and they refuse to come home! Our family has been destroyed!"
"I didn't cause this, Ellie," Jock said defensively. "Don't act like JR and Sue Ellen are innocent victims in all this!"
"No, Jock," Ellie stood up and took a deep breath. "They're not innocent. But they're our family and we should have stood by them!"
Jock didn't bother to answer. He just let her storm from the room. He would be damned if he was going to let her lay every bit of the blame about the state of their family at his feet. He'd already offered to apologize; that was all she should expect from him. If JR and Sue Ellen couldn't accept his apology after everything they'd done, then she was just going to have to deal with it.
He growled under his breath when the doorbell rang. He walked into the foyer and waved off Teresa, opening the door himself. "What are you doing here?" He snarled when he saw who had come to visit.
"I came to see my daughter," Patricia shot him an angry look. "I read the papers, Jock. It seems to me that Sue Ellen needs her mother."
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"Sue Ellen!"
Pam jumped out of her chair and hugged her friend tightly. "Thank you for coming!"
JR slid down into a chair beside Bobby and cut him a sideways glance. "Don't you say a word," he warned.
"Who, me?" Bobby laughed lightly. "All I was going to say is how surprised I am to see you here."
"Don't start with me, Bobby."
Bobby grinned and watched Pam and Sue Elen sit down.
"Cliff's still in surgery," Pam told them. "We haven't gotten an update in a very long time."
Sue Ellen reached out and squeezed Pam's hand. "I'm sure he'll be fine, Pam."
"I don't know, Sue Ellen," Pam said sadly. "The doctors said the bullet pierced his bowel and that he's lost a lot of blood."
"Any word on who shot him"? JR asked.
"No," Pam shook her head. "I guess the police are just assuming it was Kristen."
"Well, thank God we all have alibis," JR grimaced. "What?" He asked innocently when Bobby gave him an annoyed look.
"Excuse me, Mrs. Ewing?"
"Yes!" Pam stood to face the doctor who had suddenly appeared in front of them.
"Your brother is out of surgery. He's critical but stable. We found two bullets. One was lodged in his large intestine, the other hit a bone in his hip and shattered."
"How is he?"
"Alive," the doctor told her. "And that's more than we have any right to expect. He lost a lot of blood and there was extensive damage to his digestive tract."
"What are his chances?" Bobby asked.
"I'd say no better than 50/50. If he makes it through the night, I'll be more optimistic tomorrow."
"Can I see him?" Pam asked.
"No. Not tonight. He's unconscious and I'm going to keep him that way for several hours. You folks should go home. There's nothing you can do for him tonight."
Pam nodded. "I'll be back first thing in the morning."
"Mrs. Ewing, you need to understand. Even if he survives, he is going to have a very long road to recover. He may never be the same again. Do you understand me?"
"Yes," a tear slid from Pam's cheek. "I understand."
"Thank you, doctor," Bobby shook the other man's hand.
"You two going back to Southfork?" JR asked once the doctor had left them.
"Yes," Bobby reached out and pulled Pam close to him. "You going back to Sue Ellen's apartment?"
"Yeah. Listen, I had Lucy take John Ross back to the ranch."
"We'll look in on him," Bobby promised.
"Pam, please call me if you need anything," Sue Ellen kissed the other woman on the cheek. "Anything at all."
"Thank you, Sue Ellen," she smiled weakly. "Bobby, I'm just going to check to make sure the nurses have my phone number before we leave."
JR took Sue Ellen's hand, "I'll call you in the morning," JR promised Bobby.
"Alright, JR," Bobby nodded. "Goodnight, Sue Ellen."
JR led Sue Ellen to the elevator. "What are you thinking about, JR?" She asked him once the doors slid closed and they were alone.
"Just that it's a shame Kristen is such a bad shot."
"JR!"
He shrugged and grinned mischievously. "I'll be nice to Pam, but you can't expect me to be glad he's still alive."
"No," Sue Ellen agreed. "I guess I can't," she laughed. "That would be asking entirely too much of you."
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"She can't stay here!" Jock roared.
"Lower your voice!" Ellie growled at him.
"Why? I don't care if she hears me!"
"I do!" Ellie seethed.
"Look, Ellie, you know that woman is nothing but trouble. You don't believe she's really here to help Sue Ellen do you?"
"You guys are going to wake up John Ross if you keep yelling," Lucy said. She'd been leaning in the doorway watching them fight.
"John Ross is here?" Jock asked her.
"Yes. Sue Ellen and JR went to the hospital to be with Pam and Bobby."
"Oh, that's wonderful," Ellie smiled.
"I wouldn't get too excited," Lucy warned them. "It's only for tonight. And it might not happen again if Sue Ellen thinks you threw her mother out into the street like you did her."
"Exactly!" Elle agreed. "Jock, it's just one night. Tomorrow morning we can call JR, let him know Patricia is here, and he can take her to Sue Ellen."
"I don't want that woman here! She's a schemer, just like her youngest daughter!"
"Maybe," Lucy shrugged. "But she's still Sue Ellen's mother."
"Please, Jock," Ellie pleaded.
"Fine," he threw up his hands in defeat, "she can stay one night. But if she starts any trouble, just remember I told you so!"
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"You gonna put me on the couch again tonight?" JR asked his wife.
"I...I hadn't planned on inviting you to… JR, I'm so tired and my feelings and emotions are so jumbled up.."
"Relax, honey," he bent his head and kissed her cheek. "I wasn't expecting to make love. I just thought since I'd been so good and went to the hospital, you'd consider rewarding me by letting me sleep in a real bed."
"You want me to sleep on the couch?" She asked him incredulously.
"Of course not," he laughed at her. "We can sleep in the same bed without having sex, Sue Ellen."
"Can we?" She asked doubtfully.
"We have for most of our marriage," he reminded her.
"That was before."
"Before what?"
"Before I… Oh, JR. I'm too exhausted to have this conversation."
"Sue Ellen, I won't ask you to talk about our marriage or our relationship tonight. I know you're not in any shape to do that. And I won't push you for sex or try to seduce you. I want you, honey, but I already told you I don't want to make love until we work some things out between us. I just want to sleep with you, to hold you in my arms."
"I want to trust you," she said, her voice filled with a mixture of hope and fear.
"Baby steps, honey," he said softly. "Trust me tonight, and we'll go from there."
"Alright, JR. But if you try anything…"
"I won't, Sue Ellen. I promise."
She nodded at him and reached out to take his hand. "Having you hold me while I sleep sounds like heaven," she admitted, leading him to the bedroom. "Let's go to bed, JR."
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